: : siapesaya : :

sometimes I wonder,

but who am I to say.

siapalah saya pon.


*monolog dalaman*

: : miss : :

i miss some people.

wonder if they miss me too?

hehehe

^_^

: : Forever.Is there such a thing? : :

Yeah. I love U forever

Friends Forever

Eternal?

Gosh..

I never like to say forever coz I really don't know what's gonna happen in the future.

I believe it's all about hard work to keep something long lasting

Words are easy to say ain't it?

To really do the things u said Is like climbing everest.

Never say forever then

It's bullshit.

I don't believe in foreverness if u just keep on saying it and not doing anything bout it.

Don't say it just because it is something u just have to say. Mean it.

I have learnt my lesson.

There's nothing that last forever.

: : i l o v e : :

"I love that you get cold when it’s 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle above your nose when you’re looking at me like I’m nuts. I love that after I spend the day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it’s not because I’m lonely, and it’s not because it’s Saturday Nite. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible."

~when ed meet ema.

*saye sayang bb ^_^

: : you bet i felt it : :

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melodys
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family (2nd time: ah, la happy family)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved, I'm sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No I won't hesitate no more, no more
This cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours, I'm yours

I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

Hah. Sorry. Heard this song on MTV and my phone, and it helped me relax. Sorta. Took my mind of my em.. pain. Haha. Maybe it is true what some say, that music helps soothe the soul.

: : i know that i did something wrong,coz i missed you : :

What's the purpose?
It feels worthless
So unwanted like I've lost all my value
I can't find it
Not in the least bit
And I'm just scared
So scared that I'll fail You

Sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all
And sometimes I wonder why
Why I'm even here at all
But then You assure me
I'm a little more than useless
And when I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
And do something right
Do something right for once

More Than Useless by Relient K

: : all good things,come to an END : :

*This will be the first, the last, and the only post with regards to this. I read somewhere, about a month ago, about a bubble, about how sometimes random thoughts can occur. Back then, it affected me (up to the point that it got me posting a long-winded entry on stuff), but I still thought that, perhaps it was a blip, a dot in the wide cosmos. That perhaps it won’t happen, not anytime soon. Fast-forward four month, and here I am.
After roughly 5years,n it’s over.

All I’ve got to say is that it was probably the best 5 years of my life, to date.

I know you told me not to think about it, but how can I not? It will happen, inevitably, but I won’t go down a spiral of depression, or along those lines, so don’t worry. I’ll look back with a sad smile, at most. I'd like to think I've got friends who are there for me. And I'd like to think I can still talk to you about things.

I’m a jumble of emotions right now, to be honest, and that’s to be expected too, I guess.
I’m really glad for what we did have. The stars, especially. I'm pleased that I finally got the chance to meet your friends, and mix around with them, even if it was only for a short while. I’m very happy that it looks like we can still stay friends. That we can still laugh and talk about things. I’m quite thankful that you said it to my face, that you were upfront about it, that you didn’t do it any other way. I’m upset that you drifted, even if you didn’t realize it. You were, to me, bordering on being cold. I’m hurt that we didn’t talk about it. There was a time, when we said no matter what it was, we would talk about it. But then, I guess there was nothing really to talk about. Only a decision to be made. I’m angry that you took your time in telling me. That you made me wait. The one thing that got to me was the line “I don’t want you to lose sleep over this”. I hope that it wasn’t easy for you, cruel as it may sound, just so that it’s somewhat fair. That you lost some sleep, even if a little, so that I wasn’t the only one. I’m sad that it didn’t last any longer.
I’m sorry if I ever did anything wrong.

And thank you, so very much, for everything else.
So, in the end, I’m pretty okay.

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Kenangan Terindah – Samsons

I’m sure I can go on with life, as I’m sure you can too. It won’t be easy, but I don’t think it would be hard. We’re strong stuff, we are. What’s a small bump compared to the long road of life?

terakhir ;
take care&looks what've i found after ur gone.
'him'
the real sun that always shining mylife

:)

: : last year's today : :

The day of broken-hearted decisions,
the break of a very strong bond,
the end of a very beautiful relationship,
the beginning of a very sorrowful life,
the day of painful regrets.

Last year's today.

: : i didn't mean to fall in love.but i did : :

and u didn't mean to love me back.

but i know u did

what else is there to say?


*juz say that 'iloveu' lerh sengal*

: : 'HE' had underlined in RED : :

Every Single Day I Love You

*awak..sgt comey&kacak dlm pic neh.[dlm pic neh jerk twu!!].*

(^_^)

: : s e n g a l : :

hair grow hair!
frigging annoying hair
i wanna cut it
but I've got other plans for it
have to wait
*sigh sigh*