anakdara : part36

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears

when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears

and i held your hand through all of these years

but you still have all of me

anakdara : part35

being a MOTHER is one of the best paying jobs in the world, since the payment is pure LOVE

anakdara : part34

it's something that i never knew before i met my daughter
i may never have know if i never raise a child
the joy of raising child
comes from seeing them grow and change each day
no matter how hard it is
one lovable action from my daughter
give me all the strength that i need
it's almost a miracle
this is what makes it worth raising my daughter

pic ; credit to my adik ipar ;)

happy birthday sayang!

right from the very first time

we held you in our arms, we knew

you were SPECIAL.

today, we find ourselves 

really happy to see you 

grown up so beautifully.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR 

LITTLE PRINCESS

QAIREEN NURMAYSA

anakdara : part33

me every monday ;

' i can't wait for another weekend. so i can spend my whole day with this awesome girl '

minta

Jika Allah tak beri apa yang
kita minta sekarang bukan
bermakna Allah tak sayang
kita..

TAPI

Allah rindu nak dengar kita
meminta kepadaNYA..merayu
kepadaNYA..menitiskan air mata
demi pertolonganNYA

Percayalah , kadang kala kita
tak sedar bahawa Allah
menunaikan permintaan kita
dengan sesuatu yang lebih baik


aku?
aku dpt yang lebih baik.
harta dunia akhirat

3 in 1

HARAPAN
adalah hak setiap
manusia.

DOA
adalah usaha
bagi mendapatkan
apa yang diharapkan

TAWAKAL
tanda yakin
bahawa Tuhan akan
beri
yang terbaik buat KITA




~ harapan aku , moga anakdara ini akan menjadi manusia yang lebih baik dan sentiasa baik. doa aku , moga anakdara ini menjadi anak yang sentiasa menyenangkan hati ibu ayah dan orang disekelilingnya. aku tawakal semoga perjalanan hidup nya sentiasa dirahmati , dilindungi NYA.

anakdara : part32

To My Daughter

When you were born
I held you in my arms
and just kept smiling at you
You always smiled back
your big eyes wide open
full of love
You were such a beautiful good
sweet baby
Now as I watch you grow up
and become your own person....
I look at your, your laughter,
your happiness, your simplicity,
your beauty and I wonder
where you will be in fifteen years
and I wonder where the world will be
in fifteen years
I just hope that you will be able
to enjoy a life of sensitivity, goodness,
accomplishment and love
in a world that is at peace.
But most of all, I want you to know
that I am very proud of you
and that I love you dearly.

anakdara : part31

Dear Daughter
I worry sometimes that I pushed too hard
when you were growing up -
wanting so much for you
and trying to make sure you had
all those things that I didn't
when I was a child.
But I hope that I never made you
feel that I expected too much...
for no matter what you become
or what you achieve,
what matters most to me is that
you're happy
and that I'm never without your love.

I'll always be here for you....
no matter what you do.

SMS LAYANG ?

selasa malam aritu aku de send sms layang kt ketua blok umah aku ni.sbb aku da xtahan sgt ngn sesetengah penduduk kt blok umah aku ni yg SESUKA HATI merokok dalam lif.dlm lif okeh!!

tempat sempat.xbyk udara.npe la dlm bebyk tmpt , dlm lif gak ko nk merokok?xlh tgg smpai tmpt terbuka ke nk merokok sekali pon?

pening weh bile terperap dlm lif ngn bau rokok cmtu.aku xheran sgt ngn org2 besar ni, yg aku pikirkan bebdk kecik baya2 anakdara aku  ni yg dok dlm lif ngn asap rokok?

xde perasaan ke pakcik pakcik sekalian?korg merokok dlm lif, bile org lain masuk lif ngn bawak anak kecik , xde rase 'kesian budak ni kne bernafas ngn asap rokok?'

hoi!!xde sivik nye org..da tua.kang aku sound tepek kang korg kompom angen kn sbb aku kn bdk baru kt blok tu.tpi baru x baru aku bayar sewa kot tok dok kt kuarters tu.kite sama2 bayar ye.mne HAK aku n HAK kaum ibu n anak yg lain?yg sama2 bayar tiap2 bulan kt BPH tu?

tolong la..bodo tu tolong simpan sket.jgn la menunjuk sgt.

n lgi 1, yg aku angen mlm tdi pas encek suami tunjuk wassap AJK BLOK, sbb laki aku kn salah sorg ajk kt blok ni, so ketua blok send msg aku tu kt group wassap.laki aku gelak2 je.

lgi aku angen pas bce wassap salah sorg ajk PEREMPUAN kononnye xsetuju ngn sms layang aku.alasan die 'sape yg bgi sms layang ni xikhlas. sbb xde tulis nama'...

XIKHLAS uollllssssss die kate aku...

setau aku la mne de surat layang/sms layang org tulis nama n details?

ko ni skolah tahap bpe kak???

xkn la org bodo sgt nk tulis details bagai dlm surat/sms layang???

so aku suspect SUAMI ko salah sorg yg merokok dlm lif tu kn?

hahahahha..sebab tu ko sentap xtentu hala..

bangang abadi tu tolong simpan tok diri sndri ye kak.

jgn tunjuk sgt even dlm wassap pon.sbb sng org nk gelakkn ko nt klu ko menunjuk sgt bangang ko tu kak.

sbb tu la aku mls nk becmpur ngn org cmni.mesti ade je die yg betul..ssh klu becampur ngn manusia yg sentiasa nk betul ni.

or  yg sentiasa nk tunjuk pandai pdhal xde la pandai mne.

pasni, klu berulang lagi, mmg aku tampai larangan merokok dlm lif tu bebyk.sbb mmg aku da tawu pakcik2 mne yg suke merokok dlm lif tu.nk kate kurang ajar pon kate la.jnji aku dpt HAK aku.bkn korg je yg menyewa kt blok tu eah...

"Truly Madly Deeply"

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful
'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning, yeah

[chorus:]
I want to stand with you on
a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining
brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the
pleasure and the certainty
That we're surrounded by the
comfort and protection of

The highest powers
In lonely hours
The tears devour you

[chorus]

Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cause it's standing right
before you
All that you need will surely come

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do

[chorus]

I want to stand with you on a
mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to live like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

i knew i loved you

Maybe it's intuition 
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
and there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe 

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life 

There's just no rhyme or reason
only this sense of completion
and in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I found my way home
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I found you 

anakdara : part30

sekali lagi  :(

dua kali dalam bulan yg same.
aishhh...almost 2weeks anakdara kne batok berkahak ni.ulang alik klinik.macam2 ubat.macam2 cara tok bagi hilang batok berkahak die tpi still sama..
2kali amek neb.sian.meronta2 xnk.
ni pon nasib baik la ade adik tolong pegangkan time amek neb.before this kne mtk tlg nurse.
n this time xde mengamok sgt cm dlu.
sbb tibe2 ade anak kucing msk klinik n terus ke tmpt amek neb tu..n trus je dri melalak Maysa diam n panggil cat cat cat..adoyaiiii..
lawak betul la..
klu twu, ibu soh je cat tu masuk dri tdi ddk kt bilik neb tu..  -_-"
hopefully pasni, boleh la stop batok berkahak awak tu.xtahan la ibu tgk awak batok n kne amek neb
je memanjang klu ubat xjalan.xlarat ibu tgk..sentap hati ibu tgk awak nanges..huhuhu

cepat sembuh ye sayang!!

anakdara : part29

For My Beautiful Daughter I looked at you today and saw the same beautiful eyes that looked at me with love when you were a baby I looked at you today and saw the same beautiful mouth that made me cry when you first smiled at me when you were a baby It was not long ago that I held you in my arms long after you fell asleep and I just kept rocking you all night long

I looked at you today and saw my beautiful daughter no longer a baby but a beautiful person with a full range of emotions and feelings and ideas and goals Every day is exciting as I continue to watch you grow And I want you to always know that in good and bad times I will love you and that no matter what you do or how you think or what you say you can depend on my support, guidance friendship and love every minute of every day I love being your mother

anakdara : part28

When I come home, my daughter will run to the door and give me a big hug, and everything that's happened that day just melts away.

anakdara : part27

They start in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while
now just take your time
Wherever you go

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'Cause you make me smile,
Baby, just take your time
Now holdin' me tight

Wherever, wherever, wherever you go

~ yes.i know.she growing up so fast.

anakdara : part26

My Daughter

All the dreams I prayed you'd be
Are all the things you are.
You were once my little girl
And now my shining star.

anakdara : part25

My Daughter Grows Up

Life is fleeting, years rush past . . .
and little girls grow up so fast!
Let me take time out to be
glad that mine's still here with me.
And though I'm busy through the day,
let me take time out to play . . .
Let me take time out to smile,
to linger with her for a while . . .
To invite her under the table for tea
and dress up silly as can be.
Let me take time out to sing
and dance and skip
and twirl and swing . . .
To splash in puddles when it rains
and make her fancy daisy chains.
Let me take time out to hear
about the things that she holds dear.
Let me tuck her in at night,
hear her prayers, turn off the light.
And for one more moment let me pray
and thank God that we shared this day!

anakdara : part24

'A daughter is someone you laugh with, dream with and love with all your HEART'

anakdara : part23

Your little hands wrapped around my finger
And it's so quiet in the world tonight
Your little eyelids flutter cause you're dreaming
So I tuck you in and turn on your favorite nightlight

To you, everything's funny
You got nothing to regret
I'd give all I have honey
If you could stay like that

Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
I won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heart
No one will desert you
Just try to never grow up
Never grow up

You're in the car on the way to the movies
And you're mortified your mom's dropping you off
At fourteen, there's just so much you can't do
And you can't wait to move out
Someday and call your own shots

But don't make her drop you off around the block
Remember that she's getting older too
And don't lose the way that you dance around in your p.j.s getting ready for school

Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
And no one's ever burned you
Nothing's ever left you scarred
And even though you want to
Just try to never grow up

Take pictures in your mind of your childhood room
Memorize what it sounded like when your dad gets home
Remember the footsteps, remember the words said
And all your little brother's favorite songs
I just realized everything I have is someday gonna be gone

So here I am in my new apartment
In a big city, they just dropped me off
It's so much colder than I thought it would be
So I tuck myself in and turn my nightlight on

Wish I'd never grown up
I wish I'd never grown up
Oh I don't wanna grow up
Wish I'd never grown up
Could still be little
Oh I don't wanna grow up
Wish I'd never grown up
It could still be simple

Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
I won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heart
And even though you want to
Please try to never grow up
Don't you ever grow up
Just never grow up

love ;
ibu

anakdara : part22

anakdara yg makin byk songeh n ragam..
asek nk kne haipppp je..
bahahahaha

loveusayang  ;)

short vacation ;)

benda ni xdirancang btl2 pon.sbb jap plan cmni.jap plan cmtu.sbb this year raya kt melaka.so 2nd day raya ptt da turn kmpg aku tpi family aku last minit tukar plan n dorg g perlis, n klu ikotkn mmg nk g skali tpi disebabkn da lambat sgt gerak dri melaka, n dgn jem nye lagi dari melaka ke kl, so decide xjd follow skali sbb smpai putrjaya je da kul 930, kang kul bpe plak nk smpai perlis tu kn..mawu lemau aku dlm kete..

esoknye trus ngn plan encek suami, nk g bwk anak bercuti.memula mmg da booking kt morib, pastu tah cmne trus ke port dickson.siap da check in hotel da.pastu encek suami xpuas hati ngn bilik hotel tu.

membebel2, trus check out, amek deposit pastu bedezuppp ke morib balik..hahahaha..

nsb la dari port dickson ke morib sejam je.siap call hotel yg ktorg da book tu tok buat booking balik..sbb tkt penuh..tpi rate naik mendadak la kn.hahaha..nsb la.da tu je yg cm ok kt morib tu.

smpai 2 je trus terjah kaunter.nsb la byk lgi bilik..sepanjang nk ke bilik tu anakdara sorg ni da tepandang theme park..melompat2 ngn ayah die..xsbr sgt..tpi xlh msk sbb lgi bpe minit lgi nk ttp da.bahahaha..so terpaksa la 'bertheme park' dlm jakuzi kt toilet bilik..hahaha..jdila.die sorg je yg nk berenang kn..

anakdara pon apelagi, 'bertheme park' sesorg xingt dunia dlm jakuzi tu..nsb la xpyh tgg dlm toilet nk tgk die mandi.bkk je tingkap toilet tu, hah!nmpk la toilet 2 temasuk la anakdara sorg tu.

pung pang pung pang, pas maghrib tu kua g cari makan..pusing2 morib, jmp la dataran kt pantai morib tu..raya ke-3, byk mne la kedai makan yg bkk kn..n makanan pon mmg lmbt smpai.so ktorg order yg paling cepat tpi xbpe nk cepat la, nasi ayam+nasi lemak.lmbt gak la nk dpt..hahaha..siap2 mkn trus balik hotel.

smpai hotel da xtwu nk buat ape.anakdara plak asek nk main je.aku gak yg tekebil2 nk tdo, tpi xlh tdo sbb selagi anakdara xtdo mmg aku xkn tdo.telelap telelap pastu bgn balik, tkt anakdara jatuh ke, telanggar ape2 ke.last2 pukul bpe tah bru la die nk tdo.penat tgg twu..hahaha..da la penat coz 1hari belari lari dari port dickson pastu ke morib.belari bwk beg lagi.dukung anakdara lagi.huuuuuu

pepagi esok nye kejut encek suami n anakdara g breakfast..perghhhhh...penuh giler cafe die..nsb la dpt meja btl2 tmpt nk amek makanan tu.so xdela jauh nk ulang alik amek makanan.mkanan dorg not bad la.boleh la tekak aku nk telan.

siap2 mkn rehat jap kt bilik kasi makanan hadam, encek suami bwk turun g theme park..

menjerit2 anakdara sbb xsbr nk msk.tpi last2 nan hadoooooo..jap je excited die.pastu bwk msk kolam xnk da sbb fobia lemas jap ngn encek suami time main gelungsur air.

mmg asek nk bedukung jela ngn aku.msk air pon nk betempek je ngn aku..ngn encek suami xnk sbb xcaye..hahahahaha

smpai tengahari la mandi , trus ajak msk bilik..smbg balik kt jakuzi.bahahaha..

da lme berendam kompom kompom la lapa kn.encek suami xlarat nk kua jejauh so lunch kt cafe jela.

xdela byk choice sgt.mkn jela ape yg ade dlm menu tu..sbb xlarat sgt nk kua.anakdara da full tank ngn susu so mmg xdela die rase nk mkn.asek memandang luar kt theme park tu jela..so dpt la ibu n ayah mkn dgn tenang..bahahaha..

pas mkn je trus msk bilik...hah!apelagi perut da kenyang, mata da kuyu, bilik gelap sbb ttp langsir n lampu, trus masing2 tebungkang tdo..hahaha..sedar2 da kul 430...anakdara segar balik, trus bwk msk kolam balik.bahahahaha..main la smpai nk ttp theme park tu..ptg tu die cm berani sket la..sbb 2nd time bwk msk so die da boleh la nk main itu ini tpi still nk betenggek gak la..

kasi main puas puas , da tu trus xnk kua trus da..bahahhaa..

msk bilik smbg dlm jakuzi.bahahaha..bru diam.da kasi mandi smue sumbat susu, bru diam.hahaha

mlm tu kua mkn kt tmpt yg sama.pas mkn balik bilik..trus tdo sbb da penat sgt.hahaha..

esok pgi bgn g breakfast.2nd day ni mmg ramai giler kot.smpai encek suami berebut la meja mkn.hahaha..

2nd day xturun theme park da.sbb nt anakdara ssh nk naik.so bgi main dlm jakuzi jela...

main puaspuas smpai nk check out.

anakdara buat perangai nk main kt theme park.bahahaha..lantak la.mmg aku seret je bwk msk kete.

so, da setel short vacation ktorg anak beranak pada hari raya tahun ni.bahahahaha..

balik tu terus ke umah mak.sbb mak baru balik dari perlis.tdo semalam la.sbb raya xjmp mak abah lagi.hahaha

rse next year boleh repeat lgi becuti kt tmpt lain plak kn b..hohohoho

owhh..i love bebudak gemok ibu ni!!

happy holiday  ;)