anakdara : part46

my daughter , 

to my daughter , i love you so.

you are so special , i hope you know.

with every day , that passes by,

you're more the twinkle , in my eye.

so loving , so giving , a heart of gold,

always my baby , even when i'm old.

your love shines through , for all to see,

i feel so proud , you are a part of me.

anakdara : part45 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY'

Before i Became your Mother 

i never knew how happy i would feel when you smile , 

i never knew how sad i would feel when you cry , 

i never knew how heartwarming it would be to watch you grow , 

i never knew how much love my heart could hold 

and now 

i will always know...

HAPPY 3RD BIRTHDAY QAIREEN NURMAYSA!!
terus jadi kawan baik ibu ye...
:')

s m i l e

even if my path is rough 

i shall walk it with a smile

anakdara : part44

my daughter ;

i look at you and i do not see the passage of time

i see my little girl playing dress up , running through the yard , 

playing on a swing.

i will try and respect the fact that you are older now 

and that the decisions you will make 

are your own , but you must understand 

that to me , you will always be my little girl.

i may not be able to carry you in my arms anymore , 

but i will always carry you in my heart..

anakdara : part43

my promise to my children ;

as long as i live ,
i am your Parent 1st - your Friend 2nd.
i will stalk you , flip out on you , lecture you , drive you insane ,
be your worst nightmare & hunt you down like a bloodhound when needed
because I LOVE YOU!
when you understand that ,
i will know you are a responsible adult.
you will NEVER find someone who loves , prays , cares & worried
about you than i do!
if you don't hate me once in your life ,
i am not doing my job properly  ;)

anakdara : part42

i hope life treats you kind 

and i hope you have all you've dreamed of 

and i wish you joy and happiness

but above all this i wish you love

anakdara : part41

my dear girl ,
the day you see i'm getting old , i ask you to please be patient , but most of all , try to understand what i'm going through. if when we talk , i repeat the same thing a thousand times, don't interrupt to say ; "you said the same thing a minute ago"...just listen , please.. try to remember the times when you were little and i would read the same story night after night until you would fall asleep.

when i don't want to take a bath , don't be mad and don't embarrass me. remember when i had to run after you making excuses and trying to get you to take shower when you were just a girl?

when you see how ignorant i am when it comes to new technology , give me time to learn and don't look at me that way....remember,honey, i patiently taught you how to do many thins like eating appropriately , getting dressed , combing your hair and dealing with life's issues every day.. the day you see i'm getting old , i ask you to please be patient , but most of all , try to understand what i'm going through.

if i occasionally lose track of what we're talking about , give me the time to remember and if i can't , don't be nervous , impatient or arrogant. just know in your heart that the most important thing for me is to be with you.

and when my old , tired legs don't let me move as quickly as before , give me your hand the same way that i offered mine to you when you first walked. when those days come , don't feel sad..just be with me and understand me while i get to the end of my life with love. i'll cherish and thank you for the gift of time and joy we shared. with a big smile and the huge love i've always had for you, i just want to say , I Love You....my darling daughter..

anakdara : part40

Suasana hati tak peduliKalau kau kejar mimpimu ,  salutKalau kau ingin berhenti , ingat ‘tuk mulai lagiTetap semangat dan teguhkan hati
Disetiap hari sampai nanti sampai matiKadang… memang cinta yang terbagiKadang… memang sering kali mimpi tak terpenuhiSering kali
Tetap semangat  dan teguhkan hatiDi setiap hari sampai nantiTetap melangkah dan keraskan hatiDisetiap hari sampai nanti Sampai nanti sampai mati

anakdara : part39

kau lah cinta sesungguhnya

sekuat hatiku kan menjagamu

demi cinta seutuhnya

ku kan berjanji seumur hidupku

takkan lelah mendampingimu

anakdara : part38

Tuhan..
panjangkan umurku dalam keberkatan,
agar dapat ku melihat masa depannya..

typical malay

ni la masalah..masalah org melayu.yg suka sgt membezakan anak2 org.

bnd ni mmg da pnh aku tulis dlu dlm blog aku..tpi MASIH lgi jdi.

aishhh..xphm...

npe la typical malay suke cmni?suke fikir cmni?suke xnk keluar dri kelompok 'typical malay' 2?

cube la.cube la kembangkn sket pemikiran 2...

ape dpt ngn membezakan anak2 org ni?selain menyakitkan hati mak budak 2, korg dpt kepuasan eah?

xpaham  -_-"

klu korg bwk g pakar kanak2 pon, dorg yg lgi professional ni pon akan ckp 'tumbesaran kanak2 TIDAK SAMA!' 

hah!!paham x?bkn sama..xkn bile umur 1tahun da MEMANG KENA PANDAI BERJALAN.

xkn bile umur 2tahun da MEMANG KENA BERCAKAP TANPA PELAT.

xkn bile umur 3tahun da MEMANG KENA PANDAI MENGIRA TANPA SALAH.

xkn bile umur 4tahun da MEMANG KENA PANDAI MEMBACA TANPA SALAH.

wow!!tinggi betul expectation korg kt bebdk kecik ni eah..

bkn ikot tumbesaran tpi kena gak bile umur da cecah cmtu..

wah wah wah..mmg sgt PAKAR la korg ni..pakar dlm bidang ape?baik g tukar profession jdi pakar kanak2..

anakdara aku bru 2tahun 2bulan weh..ape yg ko expect dri bdk umur cmni?
aishhhhh...

tolong la.kami ni kaum ibu yg same kaum ngn korg ni, mengharap la sgt sgt..stop la compare kn anak2 kami ni ngn anak org lain..

2 da rezeki anak dorg dpt berjalan cepat, dpt berckp xpelat cepat, dpt membace cepat dll...

rezeki anak kami ALLAH bagi sket2 tok kami ibu KANDUNG dorg ni dpt tgk satu persatu anak2 kami ni belajar..bkn tup tup terus sempurna terus..

TAK PERCAYA KE APA YG ALLAH DA TULIS DLM KEHIDUPAN MASING2?

aku lgi suka cmni..sbb ape?sbb aku dpt tgk anakdara aku membesar ikut fasa fasa yg mmg sepatutnye anak2 kecik ni hadap..skrg2nya aku xterlepas 1fasa pon dlm pembesaran anakdara aku..

dari kecik lgi aku unpaid leave smpai 8bln sbb nk jaga anakdara n nk tgk anakdara membesar dpn mata aku, dari xpndai meniarap anakdara blaja meniarap..dri xpndai merangkak anakdara blaja tok merangkak..dari xpndai bertatih anakdara blaja bertatih.dari xpndai berjalan anakdara blaja tok berjalan berlari..dari xpndai berckp anakdara blaja tok bercakap walaupun PELAT..

walaupun anakdara aku PELAT, sekrg2nya anakdara aku pndai mengira dri no 1-10..anakdara aku pndai membaca ABC smpai abes bile umur 1tahun 7bln..hah!!mne lgi elok.dri pndai berckp lancar bnd bkn2 lbh baik pelat tpi pndai mengira n membaca ABC..dri berckp lancar tpi suke merapu bebkn baik la pelat dlu dri anakdara aku merapu ckp bnd bkn2....

sudah2 la.lme2 anakdara aku boleh bercakap.bila die lalu fasa die satu persatu..xpyh pertikaikn eah..

sbb aku MAK KANDUNG DIE..biar la ALLAH yg tentukn sndri.xpyh jdi MAK JENON sgt..

pikir2 la perasaan MAK KANDUNG cm kami ni yg jdi mangsa dibezakn anak2 ni..

xsmue org dpt anak yg sempurna..pikirla ape perasaan MAK KANDUNG yg dpt anak yg xbernasib baik.yg lgi teruk dri kami yg anak pelat n lmbt sket ni..

sudah la..benti la jdi TYPICAL MALAY ni..penat da ckp.STOP LA..xdpt pape pon melainkn DOSA menyakitkan hati org lain..

cm encek suami aku ckp, benda boleh patah balik nanti..org cakap kite nt org tu yg kena balik.BETUL! n aku da nmpk bnd 2 betul2 berlaku..terkena kt encek suami sndri..klu ALLAH nk tunjuk , sekelip mata je..

so,,,

salam 1 malaysia...

bahahahahaha

yang benar ;

ibu QAIREEN NURMAYSA

anakdara : part37

last week anakdara accident sket..

dahi terhantuk and bammmmm!!terkoyak sket dahi yg suak 2..

menggeletar jap jantung aku tgk anakdara tbe2 jatuh tesungkur kt meja makan umah mak..

trus belari aku angkat sbb ingt kne mata sbb anakdara pgg mata.skali bkn mata dahi yg terkoyak.dalam plak 2..meleleh2 darah keluar..menggelupur jap la aku tgk anakdara nonstop melalak..aku plak da pening2 pale sbb tgk darah byk sgt.zasssss....ke clinic trus.nsb la doc ckp xpyh jahit.juz gam tok rapatkn kulit yg tekoyak 2 sket.tpi aku xtgg la kt bilik doc aku soh encek suami yg pggkn anakdara sbb mmg da pening2 pale tgk darah.. 1st time kot aku pening pale tgk darah byk2 cmtu..sblm ni mmg xpnh pon rse cmtu.ni tbe2 plak..hahahaha

xsmpai 10minit anakdara n encek suami pon kua..berlari plak aku lgi ke 7E sbb da jnji ngn anakdara time die melalak 2 nk blnje ice cream..dapat je ice cream trus senyap..hahaha

on monday 2 aku kne mc smpai la rabu sbb xbrani lgi nk anta anakdara ke skolah sbb luka xelok lgi.

so skrg da seminggu n luka terkoyak pon da nmpk kering n tgl garisan je tpiiiiiii...ade lekuk sket kt ujung garisan2...lekuk ke dlm..huhuhuhu..kne la cri cream yg elok sket tok ilang scar 2..nsb la..same la ngn aku time kecik2 dlu..dahi belubang sbb kne bucu penimbang getah arwah atok aku dlu..da jdi cm like daughter like mother...bahahahaha...cmne anakdara x kasar klu aku time dlu2 pon tomboy gler..hahahahaha..

1st day kne 

ni da ari ke 4.senang lenang nmpk sbb da lme x g skolah

 

oyeah..da bkk..da elok sket...