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[bukan nama sebenar]. seorang perempuan awal kedewasaan. membenci perempuan berdahi licin. David Archuleta bukan dalam kategori Lelaki Pilihan. bermuka seriyes dan sombong. bengis bukan perkataan yang tepat. genius menulis? sama sekali tidak. loser yang sangat narsis. sentiasa bersuhu badan tinggi. berubah mood bila cuaca sejuk. salah seorang penutur kata kata kesat paling berjaya. lebih gemar berkurung dalam bilik. berkulit pucat. 158cm dan 47kg. cuba cuba menangkap bayang bayang sendiri. menangis bila diserang senggugut.

23 May 2012

bila

usah kendong aku bagai beban
anggap saja kau punya bahu lain untuk disandarkan

bilabila kau lelah
bilabila kau payah
bilabila kau resah
bila masalah kau mahu didengarkan

toleh ke sisi
ada bahu untuk dikongsi
sampai nanti
kau jumpa bahu lain yang lebih serasi

22 May 2012

berharap berada di kaki kau teman

pinjam selipar kau aci tak?
tak kesah la saiz kaki kau besar mane pun
tak kesah la berat mane kau pun..

mungkin lepas pinjam selipar kau,aku paham kenapa kau ambil langkah itu...

da masuk trimester ke 2!!!

alhamdulillah.syukur.
perasaan?epy giler..lbhlbh lgi bile da g scan tgk baby ri2..bepusingpusing sayang ibu dlm perot ek..
hahaha
lately ni suke sgt rse heart beat die.encek suami suke lak men2 cium perot.usap usap perot bagai..
kdg2 cm perasan,aku lebihkn sayang dlm perot ni dr encek suami.tpi encek suami cm cool je..bahahaha..
sian gak tgk die..xpela.sbr jela ek b..bahahahaha
sbnrnye aku nk cite len...yela,skrg da msk trimester ke2,so spttnye aku da start da beli sketsket brg baby neh.tpi 1 pe pn aku xstart lgi.byk dri along je bgi.
lgpn aku 1ape pn xtwu brgbrg baby neh..hahahahaha
cloth diaper pn aku xtwu ape.goggle bru twu.bahahahaha
mmg la aku kne wt research bebyk neh nk twu brg2 baby.
if x kompem ade yg aku tetgl nk beli nt.caye la...sbb sememangnye aku sgt la pelupe orgnye..  ;p
tpi xpe,dlm gendonnye blog ade list2 baby.so sng la sket.
bkn takat blog gendon je,ramai blog mommies to be aku search ade je list brg baby..
hahaha.sng sket keje aku.list pas2 beli...hehehe

pasneh da lh start la check list 1 per 1 brg2 baby...
kne ajak encek suami neh..hahahaha
  :)

17 May 2012

how deep is your amour?

Assalamualaikum

If suddenly out of nowhere your husband/wife/bf/gf asks you,"Do you love me?",what is your first reaction? What's the first word that came out of your mouth? Is it an answer or a question?
Examples :

Bf : Dear,do you love me?
Gf : Of course I love you,you're my bf! Duh! ( cara perempuan gedik jawab which is very common among us..)

Husband : Dear,do you love me?
Wife : I wouldn't marry you if I don't,right? ( This is an example of indirect ' Of course I love you'  response )

Bf : Baby baby,do you love me?
Gf : Do yooouuu love mee? ( Example of a respond by asking back the same Q..alaaa,ragu2 la tu namanya..)
Bf : * aiii..aku tanya dia,dia tanya aku balik pulak!*

Wife : Sayaaannngggg,do you love me?
Husband : Ahh..ni kenapa pulak ni tiba2 tanya soalan bonus ni? Mesti ada la tu dia nak beli tu!
Wife : *macam tau2 jak laki aku ni*

Okay,contoh2 di atas memang annoying but can you relate to any of it? The examples above are just a made up conversation (Duh!! <-- obviously I'm gedik..) but do you see how easy it is to express how you feel towards others-doesn't matter if you meant it or not?  Directly or indirectly but still senang kan...

"Yess,of course I love you!!" *aku cakap NO karang marah*

Time senang,happy,berduit,kaya raya semuanya love sana,cinta sini,amour situ tapi bila susah? Kalau time belum kahwin senanglah,tidak suka boleh choww cari lain.." It's not you,it's me .." babai..But if you are married and Allah SWT menguji kita with thousand kinds of problems,is running away the easiest way out?
Bila suami/isteri kita sakit,sedih,menangis,marah of course we will felt the same thing.The pain,the tears and the anger,we felt all of it.Maybe not as much but enough to break our heart to see the person that we love going through a bad period of their life.

I wanna share something that have been told by someone that I know about a husband with a sick wife.I don't have to tell you the whole story but what he said about his sick wife breaks my heart.." If it's not because of the children,I would've divorce my wife because of her illness!.." Yes,I know it is not fair for me to judge him as I do not know how sick is her wife,I do not know how long has it been,I do not live their life,I do not suffer what he had gone through,I do not witness his pain and anger.I do not know how hard it is to be in his shoes but do you think his wife ask for any of this? Do you think it's fair for her? How would she feel?
What if he was the one who is sick and his wife had to go through all that same trouble for him?

Back to the time when you first lay your eyes on this special someone and you're crazy about him/her,do you fight for him/her? Or do you just stand there and wait for miracle to happen? You'd definitely fight,right?! It's the same as being married.The fight continues,it doesn't stop once you're married - that's where the real fight begins!

Ever since I got married,I felt more bless because I realize that I have someone to share my life with.I have someone to eat with,someone to hug every night,someone to watch a lousy movie with,someone to yelled at,someone to make fun of and the best part is someone that I can have a child with.My husband isn't perfect and so does myself,we fight and scream at each other when we're angry (actually,I am the one who does that..ahahhaaa) but trust me - we are very much in love with each other.Being married isn't easy especially for someone who never even think about getting married (Yup..that's me!),someone whose short tempered (me again!) and someone whose annoying as hell (Guilty!!) BUT it became less difficult when you have that someone who are willing to go through every step of the way with you..Everyday I'm learning ( not shuffling guys..),I hope I'll succeed to be a better wife for Sheheide..InsyaAllah

I pray that all of you good people will find the best person for you to share your life with..aminn

:)



14 May 2012

moment

seandainya aku punya pita masa
mau aku ulang tayang
cuma 1 moment ;

moment kita

maafkan aku kerana merindu

:)

lamenye....

maigadddddd...
lamenye x update blog..last skali 3may ri2.skrg da bpe aribulan daaaaa..
sbb da lme on9.fb pn berabok da kot.
jarang sgt la nk on9..byk aktiviti luar yg harussssss la dipenuhi.bahahahahaha
selama bertapa kt umah mak 3minggu neh disbbkn kt umah xdak air,so byk la aktiviti yg harus dipenuhi,permintaan org ramai kepada mak buyung sorg neh..hahaha
asal weekend je,follow mak.klu xdepn,dok melepak ngn adik beradik kt umah.
umaiiiiii,,rindu zaman dlu.yela,dlu time sblm kawen merate dok bejln,skrg bru nk rindu..
rindu mak masak.rindu rumah.rindu menyakat dak yaya..lebih2 lagi dak adik balik cuti semester.lagi la ada geng menyakat.
yela,klu kt umah 2,dok la sesorg.sementara nk tgg encek suami balik keje.kt umah mak,asal balik keje je,ade yg da menunggu,soh makan,soh rehat.sape lgi klu bkn Pn.Hajah Radziah saye.bahahaha.
rse dihargai..
lagi la encek suami suke dok umah mak.rse cm kt kmpg,katenye la..
makan pn sedapsedap.hahaha..
tpi skrg da balik umah sndri da.
huhuhu
dok la sesorg balik smbl tgg encek suami balik keje..
tpi xpe,weekend neh jmp mak lgi!!!
yaiiiii...

03 May 2012

awesome!!!

xlh nk describe cne perasaan smlm.but it's awesome!!
hahaha..
nk twu?nt update kendian.sbb pic tetgl dlm kete..so xdpt nk scan.
da la.
babai!!
ibu sayang,sayang ibu neh..membesar dgn sehat ye.
loveusayang..  :)

01 May 2012

you miss him don't you?


yes.yes i do  :)





always :)

perghhh

 

comel!!mne nk cari rompers cmneh kt cni??????
meroyan tgk.comel sesgt...
b,can i have this 4 our baby?????
can la,can la,can la...
:)