anakdara : part28

When I come home, my daughter will run to the door and give me a big hug, and everything that's happened that day just melts away.

anakdara : part27

They start in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while
now just take your time
Wherever you go

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'Cause you make me smile,
Baby, just take your time
Now holdin' me tight

Wherever, wherever, wherever you go

~ yes.i know.she growing up so fast.

anakdara : part26

My Daughter

All the dreams I prayed you'd be
Are all the things you are.
You were once my little girl
And now my shining star.

anakdara : part25

My Daughter Grows Up

Life is fleeting, years rush past . . .
and little girls grow up so fast!
Let me take time out to be
glad that mine's still here with me.
And though I'm busy through the day,
let me take time out to play . . .
Let me take time out to smile,
to linger with her for a while . . .
To invite her under the table for tea
and dress up silly as can be.
Let me take time out to sing
and dance and skip
and twirl and swing . . .
To splash in puddles when it rains
and make her fancy daisy chains.
Let me take time out to hear
about the things that she holds dear.
Let me tuck her in at night,
hear her prayers, turn off the light.
And for one more moment let me pray
and thank God that we shared this day!

anakdara : part24

'A daughter is someone you laugh with, dream with and love with all your HEART'

anakdara : part23

Your little hands wrapped around my finger
And it's so quiet in the world tonight
Your little eyelids flutter cause you're dreaming
So I tuck you in and turn on your favorite nightlight

To you, everything's funny
You got nothing to regret
I'd give all I have honey
If you could stay like that

Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
I won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heart
No one will desert you
Just try to never grow up
Never grow up

You're in the car on the way to the movies
And you're mortified your mom's dropping you off
At fourteen, there's just so much you can't do
And you can't wait to move out
Someday and call your own shots

But don't make her drop you off around the block
Remember that she's getting older too
And don't lose the way that you dance around in your p.j.s getting ready for school

Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
And no one's ever burned you
Nothing's ever left you scarred
And even though you want to
Just try to never grow up

Take pictures in your mind of your childhood room
Memorize what it sounded like when your dad gets home
Remember the footsteps, remember the words said
And all your little brother's favorite songs
I just realized everything I have is someday gonna be gone

So here I am in my new apartment
In a big city, they just dropped me off
It's so much colder than I thought it would be
So I tuck myself in and turn my nightlight on

Wish I'd never grown up
I wish I'd never grown up
Oh I don't wanna grow up
Wish I'd never grown up
Could still be little
Oh I don't wanna grow up
Wish I'd never grown up
It could still be simple

Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
I won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heart
And even though you want to
Please try to never grow up
Don't you ever grow up
Just never grow up

love ;
ibu

anakdara : part22

anakdara yg makin byk songeh n ragam..
asek nk kne haipppp je..
bahahahaha

loveusayang  ;)

short vacation ;)

benda ni xdirancang btl2 pon.sbb jap plan cmni.jap plan cmtu.sbb this year raya kt melaka.so 2nd day raya ptt da turn kmpg aku tpi family aku last minit tukar plan n dorg g perlis, n klu ikotkn mmg nk g skali tpi disebabkn da lambat sgt gerak dri melaka, n dgn jem nye lagi dari melaka ke kl, so decide xjd follow skali sbb smpai putrjaya je da kul 930, kang kul bpe plak nk smpai perlis tu kn..mawu lemau aku dlm kete..

esoknye trus ngn plan encek suami, nk g bwk anak bercuti.memula mmg da booking kt morib, pastu tah cmne trus ke port dickson.siap da check in hotel da.pastu encek suami xpuas hati ngn bilik hotel tu.

membebel2, trus check out, amek deposit pastu bedezuppp ke morib balik..hahahaha..

nsb la dari port dickson ke morib sejam je.siap call hotel yg ktorg da book tu tok buat booking balik..sbb tkt penuh..tpi rate naik mendadak la kn.hahaha..nsb la.da tu je yg cm ok kt morib tu.

smpai 2 je trus terjah kaunter.nsb la byk lgi bilik..sepanjang nk ke bilik tu anakdara sorg ni da tepandang theme park..melompat2 ngn ayah die..xsbr sgt..tpi xlh msk sbb lgi bpe minit lgi nk ttp da.bahahaha..so terpaksa la 'bertheme park' dlm jakuzi kt toilet bilik..hahaha..jdila.die sorg je yg nk berenang kn..

anakdara pon apelagi, 'bertheme park' sesorg xingt dunia dlm jakuzi tu..nsb la xpyh tgg dlm toilet nk tgk die mandi.bkk je tingkap toilet tu, hah!nmpk la toilet 2 temasuk la anakdara sorg tu.

pung pang pung pang, pas maghrib tu kua g cari makan..pusing2 morib, jmp la dataran kt pantai morib tu..raya ke-3, byk mne la kedai makan yg bkk kn..n makanan pon mmg lmbt smpai.so ktorg order yg paling cepat tpi xbpe nk cepat la, nasi ayam+nasi lemak.lmbt gak la nk dpt..hahaha..siap2 mkn trus balik hotel.

smpai hotel da xtwu nk buat ape.anakdara plak asek nk main je.aku gak yg tekebil2 nk tdo, tpi xlh tdo sbb selagi anakdara xtdo mmg aku xkn tdo.telelap telelap pastu bgn balik, tkt anakdara jatuh ke, telanggar ape2 ke.last2 pukul bpe tah bru la die nk tdo.penat tgg twu..hahaha..da la penat coz 1hari belari lari dari port dickson pastu ke morib.belari bwk beg lagi.dukung anakdara lagi.huuuuuu

pepagi esok nye kejut encek suami n anakdara g breakfast..perghhhhh...penuh giler cafe die..nsb la dpt meja btl2 tmpt nk amek makanan tu.so xdela jauh nk ulang alik amek makanan.mkanan dorg not bad la.boleh la tekak aku nk telan.

siap2 mkn rehat jap kt bilik kasi makanan hadam, encek suami bwk turun g theme park..

menjerit2 anakdara sbb xsbr nk msk.tpi last2 nan hadoooooo..jap je excited die.pastu bwk msk kolam xnk da sbb fobia lemas jap ngn encek suami time main gelungsur air.

mmg asek nk bedukung jela ngn aku.msk air pon nk betempek je ngn aku..ngn encek suami xnk sbb xcaye..hahahahaha

smpai tengahari la mandi , trus ajak msk bilik..smbg balik kt jakuzi.bahahaha..

da lme berendam kompom kompom la lapa kn.encek suami xlarat nk kua jejauh so lunch kt cafe jela.

xdela byk choice sgt.mkn jela ape yg ade dlm menu tu..sbb xlarat sgt nk kua.anakdara da full tank ngn susu so mmg xdela die rase nk mkn.asek memandang luar kt theme park tu jela..so dpt la ibu n ayah mkn dgn tenang..bahahaha..

pas mkn je trus msk bilik...hah!apelagi perut da kenyang, mata da kuyu, bilik gelap sbb ttp langsir n lampu, trus masing2 tebungkang tdo..hahaha..sedar2 da kul 430...anakdara segar balik, trus bwk msk kolam balik.bahahahaha..main la smpai nk ttp theme park tu..ptg tu die cm berani sket la..sbb 2nd time bwk msk so die da boleh la nk main itu ini tpi still nk betenggek gak la..

kasi main puas puas , da tu trus xnk kua trus da..bahahhaa..

msk bilik smbg dlm jakuzi.bahahaha..bru diam.da kasi mandi smue sumbat susu, bru diam.hahaha

mlm tu kua mkn kt tmpt yg sama.pas mkn balik bilik..trus tdo sbb da penat sgt.hahaha..

esok pgi bgn g breakfast.2nd day ni mmg ramai giler kot.smpai encek suami berebut la meja mkn.hahaha..

2nd day xturun theme park da.sbb nt anakdara ssh nk naik.so bgi main dlm jakuzi jela...

main puaspuas smpai nk check out.

anakdara buat perangai nk main kt theme park.bahahaha..lantak la.mmg aku seret je bwk msk kete.

so, da setel short vacation ktorg anak beranak pada hari raya tahun ni.bahahahaha..

balik tu terus ke umah mak.sbb mak baru balik dari perlis.tdo semalam la.sbb raya xjmp mak abah lagi.hahaha

rse next year boleh repeat lgi becuti kt tmpt lain plak kn b..hohohoho

owhh..i love bebudak gemok ibu ni!!

happy holiday  ;)

Raya2014

Selamat hari raya , maaf zahir & batin  

anakdara : part21

last week the whole family balik kmpg melaka.sje balik sbb puasa.

12july , time balik kmpg anak dara sihat n ok je.active cm biase.mmg xde yg pelik la ngn die aritu.

smpai kmpg, die still ok..minum susu smue ok.

pastu start je tengahari sket, ayah mertua aku soh bgi makan bubur lambok org kmpg buat.

nk x nk aku pon bgi jela.sbb da tengahari.mmg time mkn pon..tpi klu ikot Maysa ni bgi mkn roti pon die ok da..die jarang mkn berat2 ni.melainkn kt sekolah.sbb kt sekolah mmg da disediakn makanan tok dorg.

so memule bagi die mkn la cm biase.sbb Maysa bkn kaki cerewet.

pas mkn smue, die sebok main itu ini.tibe2 bluekkkkkk...muntah.mule2 ingt perut die penuh sgt.

biarkn lgi.tgg lgi.lepas tu terus jdi makin teruk.muntah2 xstop2..

melarat smpai ke mlm.decide trus ke clinic.

doc ckp maybe salah makan.so biarkn je die muntah2..

aku ok kn jela.sbb Maysa klu salah mkn mmg die akn muntah kn smue.

tpi start nk tdo smpai ke pagi nk sahur non stop die muntah smpai air je yg kuar.pastu melepet je keje die.xnk bgn xnk buat ape2..aku smpai xtdo la jge die.

bgi air putih pon muntah gak.

smpai ke pagi,muntah je..aku da xsgp da tgk anak aku cmni.trus aku bwk hosp jasin.

smpai je sne kne la tgg sket.adat la.hosp gomen.pnh ke cepat?

msk je jmp doc kt ER, doc suspect salah mkn n kne msk air sbb Maysa da lembik sesgt.so kne admit ward la.doc mmg suggest admit ward dlm 2-3 ari sbb nk bgi die btl2 ok.tpi aku soh doc tulis surat ke hosp putrajaya.giler aku nk anak aku admit kt hosp jasin jauh dri umh aku kt putrajaya tu?baik la aku trus bwk ke hosp putrajaya sbb aku twu kt sne keselesaan ward die more better than hosp2 kt kmpg ni.

so doc juz mskkn ubt demam kt bontot tok cover demam die sbb Maysa da start demam panas da..

kua hosp terus balik umh mama.aku desak encek suami balik time tu gak.giler pe nk tgg lelme??

anak aku da lembik xnk ape2 lgi nk tgg lelame..da la aku tolak tok amer service kt hosp jasin, xkn nk lelme lgi kn.sbb bgi aku yg pntg sekarang ni anak aku.bnd lain lantak la.anak aku yg paling utama skrg ni.die mmg nk kne msk air.

xlh tgg lelme.anak aku kn..aku yg penat mengandung.aku yg penat ke hulu hilir bwk die 9bln dlu.aku yg besengkang mata jge die time kecik dlu, xkn aku nk biar anak aku lembik cmtu kn.

time tu gak aku terus balik kl.xmo tgg lelme da.smpai hosp putrajaya aku register Maysa n cm biase hosp gomen kne tgg la kn.lgi2 kt ER tu mmg penuh org.tekejar2 la aku.ngn puase lgi.ngn Maysa asek nk melepet je.xnk bgn or ape2..tdo je.bepeluk jela ngn aku.bila penat aku duduk.bila penat duduk aku berdiri tpi gagahkn gak dukung si Maysa.

encek suami da membebel lmbt.

aku?malas nk layan.baik aku tdo ngn Maysa sementera nk tgg no giliran Maysa

dlm kul 5 bru Maysa msk jmp doc.pastu doc tanye itu ini.smpai aku da naik angin.xkn la xlh nk bce reference letter dri hosp jasin tu.sebok gak nk tnye itu ini.

last2 doc soh tgg nt dorg pgl tok msk air.

so kne tgg lgi bpe minit.pastu msk je dlm doc soh baring kn Maysa kt katil yg dorg sediakn..

dtg la MA, nk amek darah..meronta2 Maysa kne pgg n melalak sbb tgk aku xde.huuuuu

aku kne tgg kt luar tirai katil die.sentap aku dgr die melalak.dlm 10minit cmtu MA kua, n bgtwu xdpt nk mskkn jaruk tok ari sbb da bengkak urat2 die.

so kne tgg doc gak buat...MA tu ckp Maysa kuat.smpai kne pgg kuat2..hahahaha

Maysa nmpk je aku trus smbg melalak.encek suami msk bgi susu.sbb dri pukul bpe die xnyusu..xslp dri tghari la die xnk nyusu..

bgi je susu mmg die nk tpi pastu muntah balik.aku bgi air putih tok basahkn tekak die.pon muntah gak.

nk menanges aku tgk Maysa cmni.aku ngn encek suami bebuke kt ward.temankn anak dara ni.

mmg tdo nk menempek je sblh.kne rapat2kn bdn kite ngn die.huuu

aku da nk membeku dok dlm ward tu.soh encek suami jge jap.so aku lari balik umh.nsb umh dekat giler.xsmpai 10minit da smpai.sbb tu aku nk die dpt rawatan kt sini.dekat.ape2 sng aku nk lari ke ape..aku pon belari naik umh.cri sweater.ingt nk mndi jap tpi mmg xsempat la sbb encek suami msg ckp Maysa melalak cri aku..

bedezupppp aku lari balik hosp..ingt nk beli la ape2 tok mkn kn.sbb ape je yg aku mkn time bebuke tdi.tpi xsempat.

msk je balik ER, tgk encek suami tgh dukung Maysa tdo.nurse dtg ckp kne mandikn Maysa sbb demam panas naik..

aku ngn encek suami bwk la anak dara g toilet nk mndikn.menjerit2 xnk mandi sbb sejuk giler kot.mengigil2 Maysa.da la kt luar sejuk ngn aircond.kne mndi lgi.meraung la si Maysa sbb sejuk.menggigil2 aku tgk die.da la xbgi pkai bju.pampers je.tu pon nurse soh aku jgn balut pkai selimut..

tpi aku balut gak.giler pe.ank aku menggigil kot.klu xde aircond aku boleh la xbalut ni ngn aircond mmg xla aku nk biar telanjang cmtu kn.

aku balut die, aku peluk die kuat2.bgi haba dri bdn aku smpai kt die.mmg die trus stop menanges bile kne peluk cmtu.

aku pon da tahap tesengguk2 da kt ER tu.

dlm kul 11 cmtu doc dtg.bgtwu result darah ok.xde ape2.doc ckp die keracunan makanan.

zapppp...

trus aku suspect bubur lambok tu!!!

sbb itu je mknan yg dimasak yg Maysa mkn.yg lain2 die mkn buah n keropok ikan je.

mmg menyesal aku bgi die mkn bubur lambok tu

klu twu la jdi cmni sumpah aku xnk bgi lgsg.sentuh pon x la bubur lambok tu.

doc ckp xkne admit sbb result darah die ok.n if muntah teruk lgi trus bwk hosp balik.

seminggu gak la aku kne cuti dok umh jge Maysa.

huuuuuuuuuuuu

dlm seminggu tu mmg xdela cepat Maysa sehatnye.dari baik muntah, demam, pastu cirit birit.

tpi alhamdulillah Maysa pon da boleh terima makan n minom susu.

mmg pasni ape2 je nk bgi msk mulut Maysa mmg aku pantau bebtl...

klu aku rse bnd tu ok bru aku bgi.klu x mmg xla aku nk bgi...

xnk da jdi pe2 kt die.xsgp aku tgk..bkn org lain yg tlg jgekn.

xmo xmo da..

mtk dijauhkn la dri jdi cmni lagi.xsgp aku weh...
lemah jantung tgk anak dara meraung melepet cmni.huuuuu