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'emot'
[bukan nama sebenar]. seorang perempuan awal kedewasaan. membenci perempuan berdahi licin. David Archuleta bukan dalam kategori Lelaki Pilihan. bermuka seriyes dan sombong. bengis bukan perkataan yang tepat. genius menulis? sama sekali tidak. loser yang sangat narsis. sentiasa bersuhu badan tinggi. berubah mood bila cuaca sejuk. salah seorang penutur kata kata kesat paling berjaya. lebih gemar berkurung dalam bilik. berkulit pucat. 158cm dan 47kg. cuba cuba menangkap bayang bayang sendiri. menangis bila diserang senggugut.

26 October 2014

anakdara : part33

me every monday ;

' i can't wait for another weekend. so i can spend my whole day with this awesome girl '





13 October 2014

minta






Jika Allah tak beri apa yang
kita minta sekarang bukan
bermakna Allah tak sayang
kita..

TAPI

Allah rindu nak dengar kita
meminta kepadaNYA..merayu
kepadaNYA..menitiskan air mata
demi pertolonganNYA

Percayalah , kadang kala kita
tak sedar bahawa Allah
menunaikan permintaan kita
dengan sesuatu yang lebih baik


aku?
aku dpt yang lebih baik.
harta dunia akhirat

12 October 2014

3 in 1




HARAPAN
adalah hak setiap
manusia.

DOA
adalah usaha
bagi mendapatkan
apa yang diharapkan

TAWAKAL
tanda yakin
bahawa Tuhan akan
beri
yang terbaik buat KITA




~ harapan aku , moga anakdara ini akan menjadi manusia yang lebih baik dan sentiasa baik. doa aku , moga anakdara ini menjadi anak yang sentiasa menyenangkan hati ibu ayah dan orang disekelilingnya. aku tawakal semoga perjalanan hidup nya sentiasa dirahmati , dilindungi NYA.







anakdara : part32








To My Daughter

When you were born
I held you in my arms
and just kept smiling at you
You always smiled back
your big eyes wide open
full of love
You were such a beautiful good
sweet baby
Now as I watch you grow up
and become your own person....
I look at your, your laughter,
your happiness, your simplicity,
your beauty and I wonder
where you will be in fifteen years
and I wonder where the world will be
in fifteen years
I just hope that you will be able
to enjoy a life of sensitivity, goodness,
accomplishment and love
in a world that is at peace.
But most of all, I want you to know
that I am very proud of you
and that I love you dearly.

anakdara : part31












Dear Daughter
I worry sometimes that I pushed too hard
when you were growing up -
wanting so much for you
and trying to make sure you had
all those things that I didn't
when I was a child.
But I hope that I never made you
feel that I expected too much...
for no matter what you become
or what you achieve,
what matters most to me is that
you're happy
and that I'm never without your love.

I'll always be here for you....
no matter what you do.


01 October 2014

SMS LAYANG ?

selasa malam aritu aku de send sms layang kt ketua blok umah aku ni.sbb aku da xtahan sgt ngn sesetengah penduduk kt blok umah aku ni yg SESUKA HATI merokok dalam lif.dlm lif okeh!!
tempat sempat.xbyk udara.npe la dlm bebyk tmpt , dlm lif gak ko nk merokok?xlh tgg smpai tmpt terbuka ke nk merokok sekali pon?
pening weh bile terperap dlm lif ngn bau rokok cmtu.aku xheran sgt ngn org2 besar ni, yg aku pikirkan bebdk kecik baya2 anakdara aku  ni yg dok dlm lif ngn asap rokok?
xde perasaan ke pakcik pakcik sekalian?korg merokok dlm lif, bile org lain masuk lif ngn bawak anak kecik , xde rase 'kesian budak ni kne bernafas ngn asap rokok?'

hoi!!xde sivik nye org..da tua.kang aku sound tepek kang korg kompom angen kn sbb aku kn bdk baru kt blok tu.tpi baru x baru aku bayar sewa kot tok dok kt kuarters tu.kite sama2 bayar ye.mne HAK aku n HAK kaum ibu n anak yg lain?yg sama2 bayar tiap2 bulan kt BPH tu?

tolong la..bodo tu tolong simpan sket.jgn la menunjuk sgt.

n lgi 1, yg aku angen mlm tdi pas encek suami tunjuk wassap AJK BLOK, sbb laki aku kn salah sorg ajk kt blok ni, so ketua blok send msg aku tu kt group wassap.laki aku gelak2 je.
lgi aku angen pas bce wassap salah sorg ajk PEREMPUAN kononnye xsetuju ngn sms layang aku.alasan die 'sape yg bgi sms layang ni xikhlas. sbb xde tulis nama'...

XIKHLAS uollllssssss die kate aku...
setau aku la mne de surat layang/sms layang org tulis nama n details?
ko ni skolah tahap bpe kak???
xkn la org bodo sgt nk tulis details bagai dlm surat/sms layang???

so aku suspect SUAMI ko salah sorg yg merokok dlm lif tu kn?
hahahahha..sebab tu ko sentap xtentu hala..
bangang abadi tu tolong simpan tok diri sndri ye kak.
jgn tunjuk sgt even dlm wassap pon.sbb sng org nk gelakkn ko nt klu ko menunjuk sgt bangang ko tu kak.
sbb tu la aku mls nk becmpur ngn org cmni.mesti ade je die yg betul..ssh klu becampur ngn manusia yg sentiasa nk betul ni.
or  yg sentiasa nk tunjuk pandai pdhal xde la pandai mne.

pasni, klu berulang lagi, mmg aku tampai larangan merokok dlm lif tu bebyk.sbb mmg aku da tawu pakcik2 mne yg suke merokok dlm lif tu.nk kate kurang ajar pon kate la.jnji aku dpt HAK aku.bkn korg je yg menyewa kt blok tu eah...

29 September 2014

"Truly Madly Deeply"











I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful
'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning, yeah

[chorus:]
I want to stand with you on
a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining
brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the
pleasure and the certainty
That we're surrounded by the
comfort and protection of

The highest powers
In lonely hours
The tears devour you

[chorus]

Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cause it's standing right
before you
All that you need will surely come

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do

[chorus]

I want to stand with you on a
mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to live like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

i knew i loved you





Maybe it's intuition 
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
and there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe 

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life 

There's just no rhyme or reason
only this sense of completion
and in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I found my way home
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I found you 

anakdara : part30


sekali lagi  :(

dua kali dalam bulan yg same.
aishhh...almost 2weeks anakdara kne batok berkahak ni.ulang alik klinik.macam2 ubat.macam2 cara tok bagi hilang batok berkahak die tpi still sama..
2kali amek neb.sian.meronta2 xnk.
ni pon nasib baik la ade adik tolong pegangkan time amek neb.before this kne mtk tlg nurse.
n this time xde mengamok sgt cm dlu.
sbb tibe2 ade anak kucing msk klinik n terus ke tmpt amek neb tu..n trus je dri melalak Maysa diam n panggil cat cat cat..adoyaiiii..
lawak betul la..
klu twu, ibu soh je cat tu masuk dri tdi ddk kt bilik neb tu..  -_-"
hopefully pasni, boleh la stop batok berkahak awak tu.xtahan la ibu tgk awak batok n kne amek neb
je memanjang klu ubat xjalan.xlarat ibu tgk..sentap hati ibu tgk awak nanges..huhuhu

cepat sembuh ye sayang!!

anakdara : part29





For My Beautiful Daughter

I looked at you today
and saw the same beautiful eyes
that looked at me with love
when you were a baby

I looked at you today
and saw the same beautiful mouth
that made me cry when
you first smiled at me
when you were a baby

It was not long ago
that I held you in my arms
long after you fell asleep
and I just kept rocking you
all night long

I looked at you today
and saw my beautiful daughter
no longer a baby
but a beautiful person
with a full range of emotions and feelings
and ideas and goals

Every day is exciting
as I continue to watch you grow
And I want you to always know that
in good and bad times
I will love you
and that no matter what you do
or how you think
or what you say
you can depend on
my support, guidance
friendship and love
every minute of every day
I love being your mother