[ s h i t ]

I shouldn't take these kinds of things to fucking seriously.

I need to ready myself for more [ s i a l ] things come.

I need to put on battle gear and stay at the edge.

This is one battle I swear to myself that I will not [ l o s e ].

I won't. I can't afford to lose this[ o n e ].

Not now, not ever. Not after everything ve happen.

Stay strong, they tell me. How can I?

This voice inside my head won't leave me alone.

After constantly complaining about people always leave,

WHY WON'T THIS ONE JUST BUZZ OFF?On one ear, a whispering dawns...

It's telling me to [s t o p ]. Just stop. To give up. To surrender.

The other is is telling me to hold on.

Just a little bit longer. I need to stop this. I need to feel.

Why can't I feel?

I'm growing numb. Is this the effect? I can feel the tears.

They're about to fall.I can't be this way. I can't no longer be this way.

If I died today, would there be anything you'd want to say?

bla bla bla bla bla bla bla ,, im getting [sewel] aite now,,shit!!