: : A B A H : :

they promised me love,they said they were true,
they showed me happiness and i thought it was too,
they whispered they’d stick around,they said they'll,
they told me to fight the world,so i blindly go downhill.

and u warned me not to and u reminded me ll,
foolish as i was, i remained wrong yet stood tall,
so we fought and talked back and we just don’t speak,
all for the sake of my immature thought that i’ve grown big.

when everyone says “i love you”, i’ve melted and proud,
but when we talk all i can give is shout and more shouts,
i long for love from others when i have a mountain from u,
silly me,diamonds are worthless with no one to give to.

maybe i was jealous of everyone,maybe i want to be a daughter,
maybe i was just being silly but maybe i want to be your only one,
maybe that’s why i believed what they had lied to me,
maybe that’s what i want to believe instead of being sorry.

but there was this one day that they all just disappeared,
and i was left with all deceits and lonely,i feared,
all u said became true,everything u warned happened,
i felt dead,i felt stupid,i felt useless out of that sudden.

surprisingly when everything when bad and disastrous,
and when i thought u’d kill me as u were so monstrous,
but what shed me to tears was u were the only man behind,
giving ur strength to support me physical and mind.

u are my only love,my only man,my only soulmate,
u love me to the seventh sky even though u had never said,
yes,we fought and stop talking and then we back to okay,
but only u,ABAH,who deserves this LOVE.

i love u,more than i have loved anyone else...


~ i love u haji sarani not bcoz u r my sugar dad but bcoz ur my 'ABAH'. :)