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[bukan nama sebenar]. seorang perempuan awal kedewasaan. membenci perempuan berdahi licin. David Archuleta bukan dalam kategori Lelaki Pilihan. bermuka seriyes dan sombong. bengis bukan perkataan yang tepat. genius menulis? sama sekali tidak. loser yang sangat narsis. sentiasa bersuhu badan tinggi. berubah mood bila cuaca sejuk. salah seorang penutur kata kata kesat paling berjaya. lebih gemar berkurung dalam bilik. berkulit pucat. 158cm dan 47kg. cuba cuba menangkap bayang bayang sendiri. menangis bila diserang senggugut.

03 February 2010

: : watcha say : :

WARNING: THIS POST MIGHT BE SUPERCORNY.

~"I can give you better than what he gave you. I love you. Why won't you choose me?," X asked.

~"Why him, Ema?Why Eide?What is it with him that you like?," Y asked.

~"I don't understand you, Ema.I can see that he makes you worried a lot,makes you 'rimas',dont ve time wit u Ema, yet you like him. Tak paham aku ngan mung nih (dia cuba tiru slang Terengganu)," W said. **bodo**


* (^_^)*
^hazreemahazianysarani^

my response to every questions and statements above are the same.i just shrugged and smile broadly. heh :D
im not good at explaining in talking but i think i'm good in writing. so, i'll explain it 2 those who might wondering the same thing, here,today,right now.

u see, LOVE is not easy to come by me.it seems like easy 4 me to find love or rather people who like me.but it is not easy 4 me to find the person that i love.that i can say he was my future,past and present.may there are more than 5 or perhaps 10 scandals in my life,i can only approve 2 of them that i can declare as my boyfriend.including Eide,that will be 3. ;p

between these 3 person, there are vast differences between the previous two and Eide.i usually reply their "i luv u" text with "i luv u 2".but after a while (i don't remember after how many months) with Eide,i found myself typing in full sentence to him: "i love you", "i love you too". n i can't bring myself to make it short form because i feel like it represents what i really want to tell him,what i feel.though that time,i'm not really sure.now, i do. (^_^)

i used 2 be a spoilt brat with my boyfriend.what i want, i must get it.Nur Shahidatul Amirah @ saa knows that better. haaha :D but after a while with Eide (i don't remember the period of time again), i found myself compromising with him in anything.eventhough sometimes it makes me feel sad,but i get to understand him.

i used to be the girl who do not trust her boyfriend.where you go?what you do?sure, i don't trust you.but with Eide (this time i don't think there is any period time),i trust him since the beginning of our relationship.perhaps because he trust me too. :)

he didn't mind me having a lot of boy friends than girl friends.
he didn't mind me hanging out with my boy friends.
he corrected me when i'm wrong.
he didn't make immediate conclusion when i can't contact him.

i can't think of anything more.
maybe,after this,when people asked that kind of question again, i will answered:

" I'd found him. He owns my love. He owns me." :)

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