inihalusinasisaye

i may not b the sweetest girl to u.neither being the most sensuous girl on earth.im only the most dumbest stupidest motherfucker.n i dont know why u r sticking wit me.bcoz u said so.im horrible,so problematic.i need help, a hand to lift me up.it sounds pathetic aint it?i know.THATS ME.its like a pauper marriying a prince.to be true, i never thought i suits u well.i juz think tht u love me n somehow i love u too.

i didnt understand ont the same height as u. im only 158cm.i aint wearing make up n looks beautiful like ur freiends out there on Facebook o anywhere.im juz an ordinary girl.i aint know everythng tht u know when u wanted to talk bout it. wit me.im not exposed to ur kind of world. iaint know how to sing the oldies, i dont ve the interest in ur very kind of music. but somehow i like u.for who ur n i want u feels the same way too. i aint some kind of vericity type but i juz hate it to see u so epy wit other girls.so talkative.so influenced. hold on. is this how u felt b4? if it is,it hurts. so much,it bleeds.

can u juz promised me tht u wont leave me? wont forget me? wont deny me? wont trick me?

i may not b the girl u'd been waiting for. but i promise u, i ll b the best 4 u.i ll b ur last, no next-timers. i ll b ur back bone. i ll b ur air. i ll b ur water. i ll b ur sun on daylights n moon on ur nights. i ll b ur shoulder 2 cry on. i ll be the beach 2 ur sea. i ll b the nest 4 ur birds. i ll b the 1 that u needed the most. i ll b ur marijuana, the 1 that keeps u alive. i ll b everythng that u want, as long as u promise me u ll b by my side.

till the end of time. until u n i r breathing wit no air, sayang.


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