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'emot'
[bukan nama sebenar]. seorang perempuan awal kedewasaan. membenci perempuan berdahi licin. David Archuleta bukan dalam kategori Lelaki Pilihan. bermuka seriyes dan sombong. bengis bukan perkataan yang tepat. genius menulis? sama sekali tidak. loser yang sangat narsis. sentiasa bersuhu badan tinggi. berubah mood bila cuaca sejuk. salah seorang penutur kata kata kesat paling berjaya. lebih gemar berkurung dalam bilik. berkulit pucat. 158cm dan 47kg. cuba cuba menangkap bayang bayang sendiri. menangis bila diserang senggugut.

28 October 2011

:)

going 2 kuantan a few days for frenz wedding..
gonna b back couple of days.b a good blog okeh mr.blog..


:)

23 October 2011



boleh x aku nk jadi lawa cmneh?pls.. ;p

boleh if aku ckp cmneh

"i do not exist"

biar smue xcari.aku pn x sakit ati
kalau xde ape maksud ADIL,bkk kamus.google.
jadi seorang yang ADIL baru teserlah kepimpinan.
takat berani marah belakangbelakang,xpyh mimpi nk memimpin.



*aku twu aku penah wt slh.but everybody make a mistake.aite.ko bising cm aku menghabiskn 1beg plastik powder 2 lak.xkesah la berapa harga 1beg 2,bos besar rilek lh ckp potong gaji je,ko sebok besar2 kn cite cm ko bos besar.rilek sudah.pnh je org len wt cm2.SAME jekan.jgn pndai bezakn org.aku sakit ati dgn care ko.xpnh ADIL.konon org luar.ko yg sbnrnye wt aku cm org luar.*

mimpi


malam tadi kau muncul dlm mimpi aku
tibetibe
datang bawak aku pegi
gelak ketawa samesame

*sigh*

kan bagus kalau tiaptiap ari mimpi cmni
mesti aku bangun dengan senyuman meleret

org tuatua ckp,kalau mimpi kite didatangi org,
maksud org 2 rindu kite
ko rindu aku ek?
;D



"..i have become comfortable NUMB.."




*twu dahi luas cm padang golf.so whut?like i care..hahaha..dahi luas : bijak orangnya..hahahahaha*

therapy

if a smile could kill...then i should be dead by now...
*pengsan tgk Jang Geun Suk*
hahahahahaha.tetbe kn ;)

wahai Tuhan,mengapa wanita sering menangis?

Jawabnya :


Kerana wanita itu unik.
Aku ciptakannya sebagai makhluk istimewa,
Ku kuatkan bahunya untuk menjaga anak-anaknya,
Ku lembutkan hatinya untuk memberi rasa aman,
Ku kuatkan rahimnya untuk menyimpan benih manusia,
Ku teguhkan peribadinya untuk terus berjuang pada saat yang lain menyerah,
Ku berikan naluri untuk mencintai anak-anak dalam apa jua keadaan sekalipun,
Ku kuatkan batinnya untuk tetap menyayangi walau dikhianati oleh teman,
Walau disakiti oleh "orang yang dia sayangi',..
Wanita makhluk kuat,
Tetapi jika satu saat dia menangis itu kerana Ku berikannya air mata untuk
membasuh luka batin dan memberi kekuatan baru..

"WANITA ITU ISTIMEWA"

:)

21 October 2011

june



JUNE : FINEASS

Fun to be with
Loves to try new things
Boy/girls LOVE you
You are very HOTTTTTT
Secretive
Difficult to fathom and to be understood
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Takesrep pride in oneself
Has reputation
Easily consoled
Honest
Concerned about people's feelings
Tactful
Friendly
Approachable
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable
Moody and easily hurt
Witty and sparkly
Spazzy at times
Note revengeful
Forgiving but never forgets
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things
Guides others physically and mentally
Sensitives and forms impressions carefully
Caring and loving
Treats others equally
Strong sense of sympathy
Wary and sharp
Judges people through observations
Hardworking
No difficulties in studying
Loves to be alone
Always broods about the past and the old friends
Waits for friends
Never looks for friends
Not aggressive unless provoked
Loves to be loved
Easily hurt but takes long to recover



;)

20 October 2011

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here




*ily encek demok*

u'r guilty coz stealing my heart!!!
;p


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tpi sbnrnye saye la 'bella' awak!!!
hahahaha...
kn b kn ;p





here the some reason why i like u 'stalker' :)


1. The way you stand by my side
2. The times you make sure nothing will harm me
3. When i'm sad, you take the pain away with a joke :p
4. How you always look deep into my eyes
5. The way you hold my hand so tight >.<
6. The way you never let my hands go
7. How you always watch out for me
8. How you always know what to say when i get mad at you
9. The way you stare at me like i am the most sweetest girl in the world :)
10. The way you're not embarrassed to say or do anything in front of me
11. How you can just defend me and not be scared
12. When i'm feeling the worst, you make me feel the happiest
13. How you always finish my sentences
14. How you're the only one who thinks i'm not weird :D
15. How you're the only one who gets my joke...and laughs
16. How i can never hate you
17. How you listen to my long stories that have no meaning ^__^
18. How you listen to my talk for hours
19. How you forgive me when i do wrong
20. The way you look after i say i love you :*
21. The way you find a way to see me or talk to me
22. The way you get my attention
23. How you can just speak your mind
24. How you're not afraid to tell me your feelings
25. How we talk on the phone all night
26. How we both get along so well
27. How you make me feel when i think i'm nothing
28. The way you inspire me with your thoughts and emotions <3
29. You're never boring
30. The way you smile. Oh god, its sweet ;)

20 things girls shouldn't ever do to guys


1. Always checking where your boyfriend might be, who's with him or what he's doing will definitely annoy him.
2. Lie. Once u lied, he'll never trust you. Believe me.
3. Don't sneak in his personal belongings without permission. *important*
4. Tell him what to do. Girls, please respect his decisions.
5. Break your promises. If u can't follow through. Don't say it baby.
6. Fight about 'ego' thing. Yeah, it's their pride. So, let it be.
7. Play him. Guys have emotions too ^__^
8. Don't hook up with the guy that he know. He might be jealous! =.='
9. Put high expectation on guys. Please don't. Or else, you will get hurt.
10. Pressure him. If he wants to do something with you, he will.
11. Compare him to your ex-boyfriends. Thats not fair *important*
12. Judge him just based on his friends. You must get to know him first.
13. Don't seek for their attention too much. Whatever it is, just pretending you're fine with or without him :)
14. Call him 24 / 7. naaahh. It not gonna work. Guys need time for his friends too.
15. Show off. All these things make you look completely stupid and offensive. T___T
16. Overreacting. Make urself prepared mentally and physically to be rejected :p
17. Ask him to buy many things for you. Aigoo. This is not nice. What for him to ask you what you want.
18. DO NOT TRY TO CHANGE HIM. If you don't like to, either tolerate it or learn to like it.
19. Be selfish. Or in malay so called ikut-kepala-dia-saja. errh. Please behave girls ! Am warning you!
20. Call him with a annoying nick name that he don't like. Grr. Its not fun girls. Pity you.

40 things a girl want for but won't ask for



1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
16. Kiss her unexpectedly.
17. Hug her from behind around the waist.
18. Tell her she’s beautiful.
19. Tell her the way you feel about her.
20. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
21. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
22. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
23. Make her feel loved.
24. Don’t lie to her.
25. DON’T cheat on her.
26. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
27. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
28. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.
29. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
30. Kiss her on the cheek.
31. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up.
32. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.
33. When people diss her, stand up for her.
34. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
35. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
36. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
37. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
38. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
39. Take her for long walks at night.
40. Always remind her how much you love her.



guys,that what girl want.
'b' i want that tooooooo!!! :)
you CAN'T
lose what u never had
keep's what not your's
or hold onto something
that's doesn't want to stay :)



dont' disturb her.she's growing up

T___T

11 October 2011

BANGKAI!

04 October 2011

'aku da malas nk layan perempuan2 yg salah budget betul'


yaallah.ape lgi yg ko nk tegak kn?
ape lgi yg ko nk tunjuk kn?
ape lgi?

smpai aku teduduk jatoh bru ko puas?

iyela..
mayb depan mate ko
aku perempuan cm2.
nyesal?
nyesal sbb dpt perempuan hina jijik budget betul neh?

undur diri

tinggalkn aku
ape ape biar aku tempuh sendri

biar smue org nmpk aku yg besalah
biar!
ngadu domba kate aku yg salah

pegi mati




03 October 2011


sentuhan awak
pelukan awak
malam itu

iye
saya masih rindukn
awak



terdesak

dan kau terdesak
aku pula menolak
kau mula menempelak

ah!!semua same


*menahan lagi sakit dari yang da telepas.shit!*
fuck
i
keep
falling
into
the
same
fucking
traps!!!!
hati kata : da xnk da trime.penat




aa.mmg penat pn.yela.kn aku neh perempuan jijik hina kotor.
dlu pnh kne gune ngn lelaki.
no wonder la smpai putus nafas aku asek disakiti.
jgn tanya la kenapa jdi endah tak endah pasneh.sbb mmg hati kata xnk da.
pakse pn xlh gak.
jasad je dpat bkn hati.
:)

dah tak de janji
dah tak de sehidup semati

kite lain lain
dahulu
sekarang
&
masa depan

selamat tinggal

*aku bukan jodoh kau*
aku dah tak perlukan bau kau untuk jadi perfume aku

noktah!!

satu kepastian

dalam aku tak setabah diluar

*sampai bile?*